There is nowhere else I’d rather be, Here and Now. ••• Since 2018 I have been struggling with depression and anxiety up to a level I didn’t know before. It became physical. Something i couldn’t believe if it hadn’t happen to me. That realisation changed everything. For the next 2 years I crawled into the…
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I see the world beyond the world
I see the world beyond the world. I can see, without having to look. I can feel, without having to analyse. I can know, without having to think. Knowledge turns to wisdom, there is nothing left to prove. Nothing to win, nothing to lose. In the deepest silence, there is ought to be a cry.…
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“The tree that would grow to heaven must send its roots to hell.” Nietzsche. If there ever was a sentence that rings true for me this year, this is it. For the past 10 years I have grown so much, changed in ways I couldn’t have predicted, always in pursue of a better version of…
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I have cried almost every day this year. The darkness I feel surrounding my heart is so heavy, and so dense. I have moments of light and insights, lessons from the great below while in this state, but I am still swimming between so many shadows. I am sad. I am angry. I am frustrated.…
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I am forgiving myself. I am. For all the mistakes I thought I made, because I am here because of them; because I have learned what I don’t want anymore. I forgive myself for not knowing; for hurting others, even if it wasn’t my intention. I forgive myself for being how I was, because it…
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